Look closely, I stopped going to Chicago so I wouldn't have to find you there and act as if we are both still huge. Now look at me, I came back here, without finding anything special, & without finding you. Because it's never too late to react and to realize that this city seems alot bigger without you here. I always thought it was imposible to live without you and somewhat, I was right, but oh well, I survived and without even knowing it. Now I can say, NO I don't love you.